Labor Journey of Mine ...

Sa first born ko marami po talaga ang nangyari… Andun yong nagka UTI ako buntis ako ang hiraptalaga ng situation ingat sa pag inom ng gamot dahil baka anong mangyari kay baby sa loob sa mga sandaling iyondun na ako natutong uminom ng 1litter tinutunga ko talaga para kay babyginagawa ko ang lahat wag lang aq mag ka UTI uli. Tapos 5bwan kona ayun nanaman dina gumagalaw c baby talaga sa tyan ko base sa ultrasound wala na si babysa inunan niya malayo na siya meaning ma lalaglag na si baby andun na yong iyak ko todo iyakbakit di lang double pag iingat ko byanan kona lahat kumikilos bigay food saakin wag lang ako kumilos. .. those time we believe sa hilot sa antipolo pa thanks GOD omokey si baby at nagtaka doctor sabi lng niya umikot yata c baby pero totoo nahilot naako dikona pinaalam doctors don't believe on hilot ei. So ayun naisilang ko baby ko april 16 healthy mataba at cute. . Second born konaman easy easy lang ako no permanent check up panay gala swimming gawa ko hilig kopa coke at coffe black walang naging problem gang sa sinilang ko siya nakakatawa pa kasi sa sofa ko xa mnilabas ganon kabilis siya lumabas thankful ok siya midwife na lang ayos kasi dina nga umabot ng hospital hehhe .. unforgettable rin talaga second born ko. In third times diko naman alam na buntis pala ako im working that time laundry made mahirap gawain ko nun kaya pala ako laging masama pakiramdam may laman na pala kaya na bleeding ako 2eweks kasi subra ang pagod ko noon kaya nag decide naako na stop na at ayun na nga pandemic baby no excersice at all bawal labas ang buntis ng mgataon na yon .. thanks God at nalag0asan ang lahat nasilang ko si baby ng maayos kahit ako lang mag isa salying in nong araw na iyon at sabog ang bills namin dahil naligo na c baby sa tae niya kaya baby palang antibiotics na siya still thank full kay god ok na c baby ko.o k naman sila3 kahit na may kanya kanyang mga allergies sa katawan di kami mayaman pero mga sakitpang mayaman pero kaya pa laban lang gagawin ng ina lahag para sa ikakabuti ng mga anak…

I’ve been the happiest since I’ve had children.

I’ve also been at my lowest.

I’m a much better version of myself.

I also haven’t always liked what I’ve seen when mirrors have been held up to me.

I’ve never been in more company.

And at times never felt so lonely.

Some days I don’t want to end.

Some days I wish away, oh and the guilt from feeling that when they grow so fast.

I’ve never been so sure of who I’m meant to be.

I’ve never wondered so much who I am.

I’ve never felt closer with my husband.

But at times, I’ve never felt more distant.

I believe in myself, I trust myself.

I’ve questioned myself and doubted myself.

I always want to be better for them.

But I’ve yelled and cried and wished I’d handled certain situations better.

I’ve never loved so hard and so fiercely.

And I’ve never felt so vulnerable.

I’ve never been more broken.

And I’ve never been more complete.

I’ve never smiled so much.

I’ve never cried so much.

I’ve never craved alone time more.

But when I am I always feel like somethings missing, my kids warmth.

I’ve never been so excited to watch them grow.

And simultaneously wished they’d stay little forever.

Some days I feel like I’ve achieved nothing.

But as I think of them at night, I know I’ve achieved everything.

I’ve never looked forward to so much.

And I’ve also, never looked back.

It’s one beautiful contradiction.

A journey of wrong turns that are probably still right.

And dreams of the future even if you don’t get enough sleep to dream.

Exhaustion but effortless love.

The hardest and most rewarding thing ever.

Motherhood ❤️

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