Never lose hope on having a baby!

My pregnancy on January 4, 2020 In the afternoon I felt a sudden pain ; a pain that I couldn't even stand up straight. So we went to the hospital with my live-in partner. The nurses advised me to lay down first to monitor the baby's heartbeat and after that they told me to run some tests on me . I went to the comfort room to get a sample of my urine and when I pee there's something blocked with that I felt an urge of pain, it's so hard to describe the pain I felt inside. I was praying and hoping that nothing's going wrong and told my baby that he needs to hang tight in there. But when the doctor did an I.E my amniotic fluid suddenly burst and she told me that the baby can't survive this time because it didn't even reach 7 months old because my baby at that time was 6 months old. I cried my heart out. I was lost, I was blaming everyone and even on myself. It's very hard to move on I told myself that I would try again after my doctor advice to take a proper rest a year after my miscarriage. Then less than a year I was pregnant year 2021 it was also a difficult one because I have a history of miscarriage. In my 12 weeks of pregnancy I had seen a spotting on my pants. Since my doctor saw the spotting she advised me to take full bed rest so I followed the instructions and also prayed for my baby to be it'll 9safe and healthy in my womb and with God's grace I gave birth through a normal delivery to a healthy baby girl. She is now 1 year 2 months and 21 days old.